Psychobabble

Super-contagious

2009-12-09T21:53:00.003+08:00

Impromptu. Salleh asked to make an appointment today. And I did it. Ta-da.

*karaoke photos uploaded another day. HAHA*

Super-Maggi

2009-12-08T17:30:00.000+08:00

Come on people of my brother's/sister's era,

A LICKY BOOM BOOM DOWN~

Super-A&W

2009-12-08T16:36:00.002+08:00

Oh yes, I wished those roses Chuck held in his hands were for me. Gosh, yellow roses never looked so beautiful.

ALRIGHT! NO MORE RED ROSES! NOW IT'S YELLOW! YES YELLOW! WELL, OKOK, BOTH YELLOW AND RED. JUST NO PINK.

ACK. Salleh's at JB happily stuffing A&W down his stomach. I WANT SOME TOO. But good that I'm not there cuz my current diarrhea tummy and wind(y) tummy wldn't do my appetite any justice.

Super-House

2009-12-07T12:10:00.003+08:00

It's always been like that.

Oh yes, we're gonna play "house" the whole week.

Super-Less

2009-12-06T11:32:00.011+08:00

I should have known something was up when Nosha didn't allow me to sleep. She called at 12am and asked me to get out of my house and there they were, the most beautiful beings on Earth, Nosha and Adibah Majeed. I thought "Alright, maybe just hang out behind my house." Then they managed to psycho me into going to Toh Tuck. Fine. Fine because it's not that far and I HAVENT SHOWERED THE WHOLE DAY. Then we ended up at Henderson Wave and then to Jurong Hill where the Toh Guaners joined us for a short half hour.

Awesome impromptu girls night out. More to come please.

Designated driver ended up getting dizzy. Yup, it was up to Nani to drive. YA RIGHT.

After which they wanted to psycho me into seeshaing. Good la, my muke basi like dunnoe what. OMG.

I was asked to give them commands. I told them to give me "Sexy". In the end what I got was muke happy like rollercoaster happy. After that I gave up and they ended up with their own poses.

Our attempts to spell T-I-T and L-O-L = FAIL

The bestfriends.

Super-Jacob

2009-12-05T00:43:00.001+08:00

I caught New Moon with Salleh and his cousin. His cousin, Fatin, is definitely pro-Edward. While after watching it, Nani Ellen is definitely pro-Jacob. OMG LA. Of all bloody idiots to choose, why choose the pale dude who looks so emo and weak and incapable of protecting you. While Jacob, oh my baby Jacob, so hot and young and so pure. I'd pick you anytime of day. And so not emo.

you're like your own Sun

This is like a routine for Hami boy. Make lots of noise and cry before sleeping. MACIAM KUCHING!! And then slowly doze off to sleep. Irritating, but damn cute. Haha.

After New Moon, we headed down to Sembawang to cheer the bestfriend up. Yup, sayaaaang Nosha. =))

(she's trying to hide her muke basi btw)

Super-Poppins

2009-12-03T13:58:00.002+08:00

I heart Mary Poppins

Super-Pandan

2009-12-02T00:57:00.003+08:00

HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY NILAM!!!!!!

This reminds me of Nana and me. We have a picture just like this. SHE "biting" me. Well, now Hami and Boo have somewhat a similar photo.

People have been asking who the busdeaththreat was for. Why was I so angsty and angry. Actually it was for a certain girl, whom I've grown to hate. It was a sudden feeling uh, cuz...Never once did I hate her, but now I just can't stand it because really, I really wish she'd just die with her very idiotic way of thinking. Okay la, actuall I just hope that one day, just one day, she'll realize that it was never my fault. Please.

Then today I've decided to dedicate the threat to some other female being who used my friend to gain her happiness and now totally claim ignorance of his very existence. Oh yes, please Mr Bus Driver, knock her down. Thanks.

Super-Nazar

2009-11-30T16:31:00.004+08:00

Hari Raya Haji 2009

I ended up at Sitex 2009 @ EXPO after visiting my grandmother. My siblings LIED TO ME. I thought they were sending me home first. PAM. And I was wondering expo in my baju kurung. KAO.

Abang: Doesn't your boyfriend spend on you? Ask him to get you the Beetle la.

Nani: HUH?! HE DOESNT EVEN LIKE THE BEETLE!

Abang: Oh I'm sure he will "like" it when I tell him to like it. I'll just bring him to a car shop and he'd be an UNWILLING PROUD OWNER of a Beetle.

Nana: Hahahaha. Imagine, he comes back, "I thought we were only going for a one-on-one brother talk".

Abang: So he might sign on ah?

Nani: Yupyup.

Abang: So in like 5 years time? When he wants to apply for a job, he will say that he can only put out fire? So he can be a pest terminator!

Nani: Huh? Hahaha. Cannot. He'll get rid of the biggest bug.. ME!

Nana: HAHAHHAA! NO!!! He'd get rid of the.... BEETLE!!!

I realized leaving Salleh is a difficult thing to do. It requires breaking up with my family too.

Salleh's brother, Nazar got married on Sunday. WOOHOO! Well, not exactly. When I realized the wedding was red/white, my hopes, dreams were dashed. Just when I settled for blue (my least LEAST LEAST favourite colour), they came dressed up in BLUE! Now all colours gone. I think, I'll get married, nekkid. Or maybe we shall go underwater? Laaa.. use the wedding money and lie to my family and elope to.. LAS VEGAS. Nani, you watch too much TV.

HADI ISKANDAR: Man of the hour. Such an awesome bestfriend. Reward was free meals the whole day. Ha. Yes Hadi, I can't wait to see who comes for my wedding. And no, I'll only let Affffa come down. No Rabiah. Hahahaha.

Super-Die

2009-11-29T01:11:00.003+08:00

I wish that you die a terrible death. Like get knocked down by a bus and get stucked under it with one of its wheel right smack on one of your legs and you head sticks out and another car runs over it again. Oh yes. Please.

Suddenly seeing you and the pain just ....went away.

Maybe I'll just stay in hell, a little longer than anyone usually should.

Super-HuntYang

2009-11-28T17:38:00.003+08:00

Trouble is a friend oh trouble is a friend uh-oh...

He ALWAYS DOES THIS.

The grab around the neck and kissing so passionately and furiously against the wall. Mmmm...

and the low voice... ahhh.

Super-Sleep

2009-11-28T14:10:00.003+08:00

It's not that I'm not getting any sleep. I am, the average 6-8 hours. I'm saying my sleeping habits have been fucked up recently because I'll still be awake at 4.45am. It's just wrong.focus.

Oh yes, before I forget, I love you. =)

And to the best friend, welcome to my world, well, my ex-world. But nonetheless, I'm so very happy for you...

Super-Ninja

2009-11-28T03:05:00.002+08:00

Super-Hope

2009-11-27T12:29:00.003+08:00

I could feel myself losing it. As soon as you sounded so mean and ended the call. For the the first time. I kept mumbling something. I don't even recall what I sms-ed Nosha. I almost fainted 2 nights before and I knew if I continue (with the waterworks), I would go unconscious. So I stopped. And that was when I lost it. So I just stared into oblivion. I wish you knew.

But you always gave me that glimpse of hope. I walked out of my door and straight to the carpark. I trust you. But instead you were right there, by my side, and I never saw you. Always waiting.

Awesomest night with awesome stars. Never knew the back of my house could be so memorable. And I promise you that this is not a game we're playing. I will change.

For the first time, today, I thank God you're in my life. For the first time.

I'm so, so sorry....

Super-Eddie

2009-11-26T13:32:00.001+08:00

Coming to America (1988). Eddie Murphy's awesmest movie. My sister switched on HBO Hits and we watched it again. GOODNESS I MISS THIS MOVIE.

Super-Screwed

2009-11-26T11:21:00.003+08:00

I am so screwed for work.

Oopsy daisy I hurt you again
Crushed your heart in the palm of my hands
If you walk out baby I'll understand
Cos all I'll do is hurt you again
I'm a walking disaster
Don't wanna hurt you that's why you got to go
Destruction like fire all around you
That's why I got to go

Super-MissedCall

2009-11-26T02:03:00.005+08:00

25th and over.

We still do. Very much so.

Ever since the first time I fell, I fell in love, I always believed that as long as you love that person, it should be a huge enough reason to be together, to stay together. I always thought it was pure bullshit when one person says they can't be together though they still love each other. Like what the fuck are you talking about? You love him, he loves you? Why the hell not just be together?

Then today, I realized there are circumstances in being together. In trusting someone with your heart. In promising to try to never hurt that special someone. And today, I realized I couldn't do it. Not yet. So please wait for me.

I will always wait for that missed call. Everynight.

Super-Jay

2009-11-25T13:27:00.002+08:00

Hee. Let's fall in love again.

Nah Salleh, your Berlin Wall. Haha.

Alamak, never knew he was sexy.

SUper-Allen

2009-11-25T13:03:00.002+08:00

I didn't know he sang this cuz I really liked it, thought it was one of those bands. Him singing it made all even more sexier. Ha.

Because compared to this when Lambert kisses a guy and molests practically every dancer on stage, this is just scary. But very Adam though. =)

Super-Williams

2009-11-24T18:52:00.002+08:00

My favourite song for now

only.you.know.me.

Super-MessedUp

2009-11-24T03:07:00.003+08:00

This girl is so damn bloody tembam I can squeeze her

Super-OffDay

2009-11-23T15:41:00.003+08:00

I guess today after some time, I've finally used a weekday as an off-day. It's funny how last night when Love asked me to join him and Hadi to go Queensway, I felt really bad. Why? Because there I was thinking that I needed to study. Cuz I've been used to getting out of the house, head off to Beauty World and at least read some sort of notes. And suddenly when I ignore my books, it felt... wrong. HAH.

So I met up with Justin David Muthusamy for awhile at CoffeeBean since he's trying to buy some time instead of sleeping. And that bugger tells me he's might be studying overseas. WHY GODDAMNIT. First Adibah, now you. My only guy bestfriend who knows as much as Nosha and YOU TOO? WANT TO GO?

@$##%^$^@$!@#@$@%@#!#$

Other than being a friend and feel nothing but happiness for you, but then I'm being human and feeling emo (Justin's reply: DON'T NEEED TO EMO EMO LAAA). Just when I kinda lost my other best friend when things had to change between me and him, now YOU. GO LA. GOOO!!!!

my medicine box

Super-Ledang

2009-11-23T10:43:00.003+08:00

It's like my mind knows what's right but my heart is being retarded and still cares

So Love is at Gunung Ledang. While I am at home. Yes, I am not at my lecture because I've heard of the 5 minute University (check out video below). HAHA.

Yeah right. Crazy.

Sorry Jacq, thanks for saving me a seat. Not in school cuz really, I have shitted the whole of yesterday even though I drank 2 Yakults and I was all ready to shit in the morning when my mom rushed me to go for some jemputan. Feeling gone already.

Also matters of the heart still left hanging. ABSOLUTELY NO MOOD.

I miss you a little, I guess you could say,
a little too much, a little too often,
and a little more each day.

Super-Flood

2009-11-22T16:18:00.004+08:00

How am I to be with all your silly ways now?

I've been telling Salleh I've been wanting the freaking Sun as soon as fasting ends.

TILL NOW DAMNIT, TILL NOW CUZ OF THE BLOODY IDIOT MONSOON OF A SEASON, I AM BLOODY HESITANT ABOUT MAKING PLANS TO SENTOSA.

With floods at my school bus stop and at Bukit Timah for the past week, I don't even dare place BeachDate in our dates.

My skin needs the sun. Anyform of natural heat/air.

I've got too much exposure to aircon. Enough damnit.

Men are from Earth, women are from Earth. Deal with it. (George C.)

As I read this on my cousin's blog, I can't help but compare.

But somehow, if every guy is suppose to be like this, then everyone's gonna fall in love with each other's partner, no?

Then I realized maybe Love is as screwed up as anyone else. Haha.

1 - Like how'd he'd rather put down the phone and tell me that he wants to sleep. Should I be unable to sleep, he'd rather come up with different solutions to put me to sleep so that he can sleep too. =P

2 - Like how he would rather I sleep on it or cool myself down or deal with me later if he's out with family/friends because he knows I'm independent enough to settle my own problems w/o him.

(Or maybe because he rather not be the one I end up pissed up even though it's not his fault, so he'd rather not layan EEK!)

3 - Like how he'd never bail on his friends (though he's bubbled several times) but really, he'll always want to be out with them. =)

4 - Like how I'd rather him not sing me any form of Good Morning.

5 - Like how he'd try not to get me any candy cuz it's bad for my teeth/health, but never turns down my request for Teh O Lychee

6 - Like how he'd never call me to ask where I am when he's out with his friends(anyway, there's no reason to yesno? and I do the same to him too...) let alone pick up my calls =P

7 - Like how he thinks my hair always looks the same even though I do something to it, till I totally chop it off recently. If that too he can't notice, I've got nothing to say.

and finally,

8 - Like how probably Jessica Alba/Fiona Xie/Britney Spears are his favourite girls in the world =DD

But I know he watches my back, all the time.

come back into my arms honey child

this just sucks.

Super-Meal

2009-11-22T02:51:00.006+08:00

I read her entry and cried

just because I felt ... happy =)))